2. No, nobody is running the universe for your personal delight and education. It is up to you to accept that you get what you get, study and learn what is placed before you because it's better than switching off your mind and waiting for something profound to cross your path. Maybe it's the way the sunlight gleams on a drop of dew. That tiny detail can change your whole life into one where you find beauty and joy in tiny details. Who knows what will turn up? It's what you do with your life that matters, and if you think it's all boring and shit, well, it will be.